| | Current Music: | the decemberists | | Current Location: | work | | Security: | | | Subject: | because i can. | | Time: | 05:25 pm | | Current Mood: | depressed |
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| | Today marks the end of my senior year fall semester. one more to go and its out in the real world. i have such mixed feelings about the whole graduating thing, but i guess no matter how much i dont want to be an adult, its gotta happen sooner or later. in less than a month i will be 22. 22! its nuckin futts! no more sleeping on the front lawn, passing out in diners, random drinking on a tuesday night, and definitely no more slumber parties. jess thorn is going to have to be a lady. wear heels, nice pants, take showers. and the thought of everything scares the living day lights out of me. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| so i've decided to update this son of a bastard journal, not that anyone reads it, but hey... maybe someone will... so a lot has changed since the last entry that basically said nothing!.. ive been home for summer for 2 months now and i love it. i have a killer job, a killer boyfriend, and great friends. To update anyone who doesnt know. Yes, Jess Thorn is officially off the market.. hard to believe, but true none the less. I have the best boyfriend in the world! i am completely inlove. Here are some reasons why:
1. he has the best personality ever 2. he is my best friend 3. he has plantinum natural blond hair, surfer length the way i like it 4. sparkling blue eyes 5. loves the beach 6. is willing to just sit and look at stars with me 7. kisses me in a way i will never forget 8. drives a red jeep wrangler with the top down, doors off, and its lifted with monster truck tires 9. he's british, no accent but his dad has one. 10. now this is the big one, not a huge reason for dating him, but it's one of the perks.... his uncle is the drummer for the ROLLING STONES! yes people, the ROLLING STONES!!! how awesome is that? pretty damn awesome if you ask me... now that whole fantasy of playing wild horses at my wedding could actually come true, and instead of some crappy band playing it, the rolling stones themselves can come and play in for me!!!! too good to be true...
so besides elliot, summer is going really well.. ive been playing in volleyball tournaments every weekend and kicking ass w. my hott partner becca. so much better than my last beach partner.. hmm hmm.. i've also managed to collect everything volcom has made for the female race. im obsessed. i even have a volcom tooth brush and playing cards. there's just something about that g.d. stone that i just can't resist... also an awesome side note, my coach pam from australia might be coming to coach at my school, which would be totally awesome because she is like the greatest coach ever! so all and all it's been a great summer. one of the best. and if anyone reads this, feel free to comment and let me know you do and maybe i'll update a little more often...
<3 mess | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i love nj! end of story!... since the second i got home for spring break i have found so many reasons why i love this g. darn state! so far i've drank myself retarted, saw like 500 hot surfer kids just roaming the streets, went to the movies, and ate 5 slices of pizza in one sitting at pete and eldas. shibby. ive also managed to hit all of the surf shops and snag all of the winter crap for half price! if i could marry my new volcom down vest i would! its black and hot pink! it cant get any better than that folks. well i suppose i could update more as spring break continues but i guess we will just have to see about that one... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I roll the window down And then begin to breathe in The darkest country road And the strong scent of evergreen From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
"do they collide?" I ask and you smile. With my feet on the dash The world doesn't matter.
When you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride When you need directions then i'll be the guide For all time. For all time. -Death Cab For Cutie Passenger Seat
this is my favorite song by them so if you haven't heard it you better get on that... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| "I keep hoping you'll swim back home to me I'm just glad I got a chance to know you You'll forever be the one that got away" | comments: Leave a comment  |
| There either is or is not a way things are. The color of the day. The way it felt to be a child. The feeling of saltwater on your sunburned legs. Sometimes the water is yellow. Sometimes it's red, but what color it may be in memory depends on the day. I'm not going to tell the story the way it happened. I'm going to tell it the way I remember it.... -great expectations..
today=laziness... i haven't left the house all day and don't intend to. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | hey- the movielife | | Security: | | | Time: | 12:09 am | | Current Mood: | chipper |
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|  You are Hey by the Movielife. Yes, you lost a love. You're taking it well though. You look back on the times you shared and they're good memories. It seems nobody can take away a piece of your heart. Love is great and you won't forget it. Thats the area of your life nobody can inflitrate. You look back on the recent past and say "Hey".
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Hey I guess I'll figure it out The reasons why things went the way they did And why we can't accept it We'd fall asleep But not before we exercised The evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed Do you remember all those nights we never slept? No clothes, sweaty Doing all the things I never thought I'd do And I did them with you
And Hey Don't feel bad But what can ever take away the boardwalk trips or us away I think we grew up Past the hang-ups and the evil stares The fuck you too's and I dont care's
We would lie there in my bed Do you remember all those nights we never slept? No clothes, sweaty Doing all the things I never thought I'd do And I did them with you
Hey I'll guess I'll figure it out The reasons why things went the way they did And why we can't accept it We'd fall asleep But not before we exorcised The evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed Do you remember all those nights we never slept? And even though we brought it crashing to an end I loved it all and now I love my friend I loved it all, I love the girl, I love my friend
christmas = goodness | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight And after three long years, I think that we both need this So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
And in case you And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead But all the while my lips are whistling our tune But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon
And in case you, and in case you And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?
And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me | comments: Leave a comment  |
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